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[It's over. Ishin is slain, his true nature revealed. Ankaia lies in ruins, many of its artifacts lost. It will not be able to sustain itself much longer - but Ynya and Kimhone promised to lead it to restoration, through cooperation with Earth, and wisdom: knowing whom they can trust, and who to avoid. But...]
I broke everyone's trust. I withheld things of importance. I was no Burned Out. Everyone assumed it but I never corrected them. And... I raised my hand against them. Such gratefulness.
[Sielje speaks to herself as she tries to sneak out from the base. She doesn't know where to go - but she cannot stay here.]
How can I face them anymore? After all I did? My... friends?
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[Her steps cease.]
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I... cannot.
I cannot disappear from everyone's lives. And I... definitely cannot forget. Even if it means facing them, and pain. I will not.
I am so stupid.
[She turns around and moves back - to the base, and to face the rest of her life, starting today.]
I broke everyone's trust. I withheld things of importance. I was no Burned Out. Everyone assumed it but I never corrected them. And... I raised my hand against them. Such gratefulness.
[Sielje speaks to herself as she tries to sneak out from the base. She doesn't know where to go - but she cannot stay here.]
How can I face them anymore? After all I did? My... friends?
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[Her steps cease.]
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I... cannot.
I cannot disappear from everyone's lives. And I... definitely cannot forget. Even if it means facing them, and pain. I will not.
I am so stupid.
[She turns around and moves back - to the base, and to face the rest of her life, starting today.]
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[She takes a deep breath, letting it all out in a sigh.]
I will be alright. I will keep on living. And now, it feels as if...
As if...
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[Sielje raises a hand, as if telling Kei to stop.]
It is not what others think of my actions that worry me. I trust your words - but even if some decide otherwise, and hold my own actions against me... so be it. I will live. And I may worry, but I do it anyway.
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I think that, in the end, that would cause more harm than good. For everyone - myself, too.
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...You said you had something to look forward to?
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But this time, I no longer mind it.
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But for now, my presence here may yet be of some help. For both of the worlds.
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[Sielje seems to be seriously considering the question.]
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I will give this thought.
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[Sielje cannot help but wonder now.]
Do you know perhaps, what others of Unity Group will want to do in the future?
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[Nevermind that Sielje does not know what any of those do, except for in the most vague sense.]
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[Sielje blinks in surprise.]
Life on Earth is hard... if I started this now, I would be old before I finish...
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[Sielje's gaze turns to the side, as usual when she is embarassed.]
On Ankaia, it is expected that by my age you would already build a name and reputation for yourself. It is not dishonorable not to, but...
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