[1]

[Ever since Ken got back to base after Sol Saviour's first combination, all anyone might have seen of him in the time since is, well...]

WUOOOOOOOH!

[Him taking his training regimen to new, absurd levels. He didn't go anywhere without weights the lengths of his forelimbs. Several push ups, pull ups, sit ups, and whatever else he could think of were made before and after he entered every room. And that little gym he made for himself in the 'fake' city which covers the entrance of the base? Yeah, that's getting some real usage as he punches pretty much everything he can. Interrupt...?]

[2]

[Or do you want to try approaching him when he's in his room instead? Removing the weights as he readies for bed, Ken cringes several times over as he moves his hands over bruises, before returning to a default, sullen mood.]



...Who's there?
empress_without_a_throne: (Frustration)

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This isn't you preparing for the future. This is you trying to equate physical strength to everything that's needed of us. Need I remind you, you helped Kanade not with brute force but by prioritizing her life over a threat that was being handled decently enough.

I'm torn up about it too... but when things happen you need a clear head and you're not going to get it, here, alone, and angry at everything.
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Don't bring Shu and La Gias into this. The plan was thought up by Shu in the first place and the Graivtron Cannon was the cornerstone of that whole operation.

[For a moment afterwards she just stands there, thinking. But then she reaches behind her back, pulling out a small cup.]

Do you know what this is? Tea. Tea Yuuya gave me earlier when he was trying to support me after everything. Either he never got the memo about me and most foods or he just forgot. Either way he's done more reaching out in the wake of all this than you have... and considering how bad I insulted him one time that's really saying something.

[And with that, she downs the whole drink in one go. She winds up coughing half of it back up, her legs nearly giving out on her almost immediately as she glares at Ken.]

... Al... right...

Show me... oh god how ready you are for a fight with your precious "training"!
Edited Date: 2014-07-17 05:24 pm (UTC)
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[She nods weakly. Hooray for being a shock to him!]

Either fight, or get me back to Sakihama's doctors. Choice is yours.

[Whoops, there goes a little bit of vomit she then has to try to wipe off her mouth.]

Look at you in here, cut off from everyone... and with a mentality that'll turn everyone you care about into Fragile Things that must be coddled and objectified rather than people with their own goals you're going to need to respect, like them or not.

[Teeth clenched, she forces herself up straight and locks her legs.]

Solaris's lost people before. I know that, you know that, and Sara knew that. And she was the closest person to me in the world, so...

Don't be such an idiot about this!
Edited Date: 2014-07-17 05:45 pm (UTC)
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Still being a fool!

[As in agony as she was, Mizuki still effortlessly counters... the strength in her body enough to swing an arm against Ken's leg right where he ought to have a pretty nasty bruise, followed up with more strikes to the arms and body. She's not hitting pressure points, but considering the force she can manage and the strain Ken's put on his body, it'll be enough.]

You can't. Control. PEOPLE!

And neither can I. Not even you... Believe me I'd love for your attitude right now to be fixed but you have to be the one to do it!
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OF COURSE YOU'RE ALLOWED TO CARE!

[The attempt at throwing falls apart before it even begins. So much for your stealth, Ken, because Mizuki just grabs you by your top and throws you over her shoulder, all without even looking.]

... Thinking the darkness was your ally wasn't the best of ideas. Not when ninjas -at best- adopt it and I was born in it and from it.

[Looking down at Ken, she just sighs.]

She was my best friend. My first friend. And if you would've seen me after the mission I was a sobbing wreck at first. But I'm not going to blame a lack of strength on losing her, or that the key to getting her back is working myself to the bone.

If you're going to get like this every time something bad happens there really is a problem with how you go about things.

So please. Get your head in order. I can't- oh not now!

[She doubles over, crying out in pain before collapsing down right over Ken's body.]

... help...?
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... Got through to you eventually, didn't I?

[Not much of a joke, but Mizuki still laughs a bit, amidst coughing and struggling to keep her stomach's contents where they are.]

And I'll manage once they get my stomach pumped. Right now there's just an issue with something discovering the existence of something that is fundamentally against everything it represents... so a massive, chaotic, poisonous rejection pretty much.

... We did good out there, though. And a couple of people are hoping that it'll make the Indalph be desperate for answers... maybe even take it easy on Sara since she's their only link. You can count me in that group too.
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It's better than nothing.

[But have some more food for thought on the walk back.]

I don't think Kanade or Tsubasa or anyone affiliated with them blames us for what happened to her either. And Kanade's issues... those come from her desire to help people. This might sound cold but... she understands the risks this entail. I don't want to see her hurt either, but just taking everything away from her and saying "no, you're not allowed to try to better the world" and throwing her in a box to keep her safe just turns one into a deluded idiot at best and the villain at worst.

Same with... Sara. She was just going out for recon duties... we do that all the time. Are we just going to make it so nobody scouts ever again, or decide to only have people we don't like and consider expendable to do that?

[She chuckles sadly.]

I wonder if this was what Yuuya was worried about when he chewed me out for thinking up the name "Savior Team"... or wanting to help Volya. Though the difference there is I don't intend to fight every one of his fights for him, just show him that he can decide his own future.

See what I'm getting at?
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I know you mean to mean well... though unfortunately good intentions don't always lead down the right roads. You've had a less-than-ideal life up until this point, and stuff that's been happening recently hasn't been that great for anyone here.

Perhaps it might be the best if you set aside physical training and look towards mental discipline instead. Tragedy can happen in ways nobody can prepare for. What happened to Sara's proof of that. What happened to the Balmung Team's proof of that. And even with the battle on Nora...

Being able to cope with things like this, not just prevent them, can be the true test of strength.
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