Heart and soul

[jianai]

[1]
[In order to get better as a pilot and not wreck a mobile suit each time they're piloting, Ren is doing some good old fashioned physical exercise.]

And one, and two...

[Running laps around Alhambra Base - with a lack of haste that'd cause any drill sergeant worth their salt to pop a vein or a dozen. But what's this - 15, 20, 30 laps around the base done, and Ren isn't even sweaty yet.

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[2]
[Some time after the exercise, but directed at whomever seems willing to listen.]

Do you believe in the afterlife?

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[jianai]

Do you remember how I said that I am not a human being, Alexandra? One of key differences is that I am possess a certain kind of psychic ability.

I can bleed and be hurt, quite severely either, but that ability will keep me alive for as long as it is there.

[itbelongsinamuseum]

...That's really hard to believe. Then again, lots of stuff has been the last few days. How does it work? Does your body repair damage quickly or do attacks somehow always fail to hit anything vital or is there nothing vital?

[jianai]

I heal faster than most, but I don't think that's related. No, it's just that no matter what happens to me I'm just somehow... still alive.

My heart was shot a few weeks ago. The wound should have healed by now, but even when it was there I was able to live and move around.

I still have veins and blood but they could as well be just for show.

[itbelongsinamuseum]

So the no vitals kind in other words, even if the parts for them are there. They just aren't, well, vital.

[jianai]

They still hurt quite a lot, though!

[itbelongsinamuseum]

I can imagine...[She trailed off, not quite wanting to address how Ren could say it with such a calm expression.]

[jianai]

But in the end, you could say I'm glad.

All things considered, it's like a gift. There must be something I can do with it in my life.

[itbelongsinamuseum]

And even if not, you don't need to worry about losing it on accident.

[jianai]

Not in most accidents, no. Though sometimes that may not be the best of fates.

Let's consider a space shuttle catastrophe in deep space. Or, a volcanic explosion that covers everyone in magma!

[The light conversational tone is maintained.]

[itbelongsinamuseum]

...You went straight for the worst scenarios to shock me, didn't you?

[jianai]

I assure you, that was not my intention.

[itbelongsinamuseum]

[There was a long look trying to somehow divine something from Ren's unchanging expression.]

Those would be pretty awful to get trapped in.

[jianai]

It really would. I should be glad the rest of my kin want my body untouched, and I don't really have other enemies.

[itbelongsinamuseum]

You didn't mention your kin before...But I'd imagine you'd get a lot of enemies staying here, even if they don't target you specifically.

[jianai]

I hope not to make any on a personal level. I realize a lot will try to shoot and kill me for opposing them during operations, but I cannot really blame them for that.

[itbelongsinamuseum]

That's what I meant.

[jianai]

And I am fine with that. I hold no grudge towards people who try to kill me in such circumstance, I realize it's nothing personal. I hope they will return the sentiment.

[itbelongsinamuseum]

...That might be a bit hopeful. People generally don't like getting shot at.

[jianai]

Considering the circumstacnces in which I might be willing to shoot at them...

They really would have no one but themselves to blame.

[Smile, smile.]

[itbelongsinamuseum]

You know that they're not going to see it that way, though.

[jianai]

If I can make at least one of my would-be opponents realize that, and hopefully stand down...

That'd be a wonderful thing.

[itbelongsinamuseum]

Once you've started shooting at people you're pretty committed and it doesn't seem like you're fighting random robbers who screw up or kids trying to look tough.

[jianai]

I believe that given enough time and goodwill, anyone can understand and become friends with each other... or at least, tolerate their existence.

Unfortunately sometimes giving that time means a person is free to wreak havoc and take lives in the meantime. It's a tragedy.

[jianai]

I walked around from place to place, settling in here and there for a while if the location was nice, or if I found people who needed my help.

You could say I was a drifter.

[itbelongsinamuseum]

I meant Unity Group, not you specifically.