[Not long after the fight at the base, a battered one armed Gespenst can be seen getting fixed in the hangar, its pilot was a young woman sitting close by. She was rubbing the side of her head like she had to deal with a headache and given what had been happening out there it wasn't that surprising. She suddenly breaks out into a shiver, clutching herself.]
Keep it together Peola... okay.... its okay... you were trying to keep people safe... those were bad people who would have done the same...
[Still trying to come to terms with killing people right now as well. She blinks before suddenly looking towards you.]
Uh- wait I was supposed to-
[She snaps to attention looking a little anxious. She's pretty tall actually, and looking plenty tough too.]
Pilot Peola Nelfess, Security Detail. Ah... sorry... still a little new at this...
Keep it together Peola... okay.... its okay... you were trying to keep people safe... those were bad people who would have done the same...
[Still trying to come to terms with killing people right now as well. She blinks before suddenly looking towards you.]
Uh- wait I was supposed to-
[She snaps to attention looking a little anxious. She's pretty tall actually, and looking plenty tough too.]
Pilot Peola Nelfess, Security Detail. Ah... sorry... still a little new at this...
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[Setsuko glances at the damaged Gespenst.]
Really hard.
Umm, is everything alright?
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[Peola coughed lightly, unsure as how to broach the subject before just slumping her shoulders and running her fingers through her hair roughly.]
I've never actually killed anyone until now...
I figured after how much I've trained and how many times I told myself I'd be ready for it, its still hitting me pretty hard that I actually...
[She lets out a slightly frustrated noise.]
I have no idea if everything's alright. Its just all really weird, weird and queasy. Like you've been tossed around in a barrel way too fast.
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But we signed up for that as soldiers, so it was expected. I mean, I did. You're helping as a security guard, aren't you?
That means you ideally shouldn't be forced to do things like this.
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[Peola paused.]
How did you deal with it... your... situation I mean.
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Also... they were really bad people. It wasn't even a kill or be killed situation. It was more like - kill, or you and a lot of others will die.
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[Peola sighs softly... so... don't dwell on things...]
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I am 2nd Lieutenant Setsuko Ohara. I probably should have said that from the start. Nice to meet you, miss Nelfess.
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Erm... Just trying to adapt to things Lieutenant Schmertz sir and no my mech doesn't have anything like that.... at least I don't think it does...
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[Nope, nothing special about her at all and... dear GOD something about this guy's arm was making her feel queasy...]
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I... you were out there too right?
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I don't really like fighting people, either. But sometimes people do horrible things, like today. And then you just gotta do what you gotta do.
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[She says it in a slightly sheepish tone, she wasn't THAT sure. Still though... back on topic.]
That's true... My brother told me as much...
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Is your brother also a pilot?
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And yeah. He was...
[Peola chewed her lip.]
He took a bad hit not long ago though and he lost an eye and a leg...
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[Peola sighs and looks a little distant.]
And yeah, it was... in more ways than one.
Don't ask about what happened because of it, its a real mess and it gives me a headache.
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Today... Went much better than it could have.
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No, no problems at all... just thinking on the past day.
[Kanae, you'd notice that... this person was only just slightly shorter than you. Sadly you remain the tallest human woman in the Unity group. So sad.]
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[Peola, there's something off about this person.]
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[She blinked...yeah... he felt... really weird. Like there was something familiar and disconcerting about the feeling she felt. Like she KNEW it from somewhere and it made something in her gut twist and her hands tighten.]
[She shakes it off, this guy's probably alright... maybe.]
... Yeah... I've only trained and fought in non-lethal situations before this...
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[Willis notices that she seemed bothered about something.]
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[Specifically when you came over here Mr Strange Person... it was almost like... but he isn't even...]
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[He offers a hand.]
Willis Clades.
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[Then the moment her hand made contact it was almost on the tip of her tongue as to why she was feeling this way.]
-... You're not some kind of womanizer are you?
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[Totally lying there.]
I'll have you know that I'm fiercely loyal.
[For some strange reason it seems like he's telling the truth with this latter part. Weird.]
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...S-Seta Albreich...Agent of the Gloster Foundation...
Um...perhaps you should visit the infirmary...?
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Why? I mean... I'm not injured or anything.
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[It looks terrible...but she's not going to say that.]
...What happened?
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She turns to Peola. "What did you do to her?" She says between clenched teeth.
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[Peola just glares at Dido as if waiting for things to turn ugly.]
And I'd like to add I was pretty much fighting for my life out there.