It was a very different occurrence but I think that in the long run it's a sort of poetic justice by a grand reversal of the the normal food chain. I know it was traumatic for the others but part of the mental conditioning we undergo helps take the edge off and the way that it is incorporated into the TSFs themselves with additional systems for injection of psychoactive drugs helps keep us on even footing throughout an engagement.

Rational thinking or not though you still helped immensely in the battle.